So... there is actually stuff wrong. All the stuff would probually seem pretty small to most...but to me its not. Have you ever felt the sin of the others weigh you down? Well that is how i feel so now I want to pray...but it is hard...and i'm somewhere where i can't pray. And i feel so bad its hard to whittness, even if i could. I'm with people who pretty much wont let me talk about God and also have worldly wisdom and are bigheaded so they can't even try to listen...so... I don't want to make excuses, I just want to talk to God and someone who can relate!
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When its hard to pray...pray hard. I know its not easy but he Devil knows the power of prayer and so he will do what ever he can to keep us from praying. Check out Act 1&2 and Col 4,
Also check out Jamel's blog he wrote about not deepening on yourself rather giving 100% to God and depending on Him. Don't put your faith in your self Trust in God.
I can only imagine how hard it is to be in a family where the only Godly living one is you. I'd say there are alot of really wrong things in your family that you have to deal with, that truly upset the heart of God. Pray through it. Sin, even when it isn't your sin, always seems to directly influence everyone close to the one committing it. Christ is your strength!! Know that even when we are unfaithful, He remains faithful. He will never despise a broken and a contrite heart. He looks at the heart, not the outward appearance. If your heart is to do Christ's will then expect Him to move and mold and change you! <3 you girl. I'm always here for you in Christ.
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