How can i be so upset...when there is nothing really wrong?

So... there is actually stuff wrong. All the stuff would probually seem pretty small to most...but to me its not. Have you ever felt the sin of the others weigh you down? Well that is how i feel so now I want to pray...but it is hard...and i'm somewhere where i can't pray. And i feel so bad its hard to whittness, even if i could. I'm with people who pretty much wont let me talk about God and also have worldly wisdom and are bigheaded so they can't even try to listen...so... I don't want to make excuses, I just want to talk to God and someone who can relate!

Pop Culture... The Hitler of this generation!

Here is The song Pop Culture by Curvine
Pop Culture
Good morning America! I’m pleased to introduce- Myself as the reason for your wayward youth.Some know me as entertainment’s spokesman. Some call me “Pop”. But you can call me “Culture”Feeding on the minds of your children like a vulture,As they recline in your living room sofa.Parents, I’ma be blunt and cut it right to the chase,I do it for the children, so please stay in your place.Kids, Hello and welcome to the show.In the following I’ma teach you all you need to.This life is full of ups and downs, without a doubt,But if you find yourselves down for the count follow the crowd.Here’s my hand. I’ll lead you to a land, flowing with filth and money,So Honey, bring a friend. And trust me-Oh I know what’s best. I teach kids all the time how to talk and dress.You can find me in your Ipod, Internet, even your MySpace.It don’t take much for me to creep in that God space.Television, videos, even your cell phones. Internet sites when there’s no one else home.This is the altar of Pop Culture. The price seems cheap but baby it’s gonna cost you!So come and join the parade; lets march to the rhythm of self-gratification. Forward march…Parents… I’d be more than happy, to baby sit those kids for the price of nothing.You’ve had a hard day and hey, I understand that-you’ve got to have a life outside of the family. So hey, go ahead. Paint the town red. Go party at the bar until you fall out Dad.Go all out Mama, don’t worry bout a thing, I’ma be sure to see those kids to bed.From white suburbia into the projects, I infiltrate households with minimal conflict.That “explicit lyrical content”, doesn’t mean a thing.I’ve become your teen’s spiritual God-head.Young people put on your matching suits, because we’re about to march to your demise.You’re lemmings. And me, I’m your leader.I got this whole generation dangling from my fingers.

Here is a Convo i had with my friend Nick on the Subject:
barisaxnick: thing is that some feelings people have have been sparked to soon in life....
One Word Glory: oh yea me too lol this whole generation..... Pop Culture has gotten to us lol....Pop Culture is my favorite rap song so you know from a guy name Curvine if you wanna look him up but.... Pop Culture...just how the devil has worked in this generation is crazy and effects all of us specially those who didn't grow up with good christian examples but did get saved... we have lost not only our mental innocents but like you our physical innocence
One Word Glory: lol does that make sense?
barisaxnick: yes ma'mOne Word Glory: good lol haha this stuff has been on my mind for awhile so it is all like falling out lolbarisaxnick: its cool...keep it coming
One Word Glory: haha God put a thought in my head the other day.... Who is the Hitler of this generation...or in other words what is the devil using to dictate this generation?
One Word Glory: and i truley believe it is POP Culture
barisaxnick: yup yup
One Word Glory: lol
barisaxnick: nah seriously, lol
One Word Glory: yea so in this song he is like talking like Pop Culture could talk if it talked and it is really interesting...One Word Glory: it says..One Word Glory: This Life is full of ups and downs, without a doubt, But if you find yourself down for the count follow the crowd. Here's my hand. I'll lead you to a land, flowing with filth and money, so honey, bring a friend....
One Word Glory: and i mean it sounds so good to th ears
One Word Glory: but at the end of the song the true nature of Pop Culture comes out and it says...
One Word Glory: Young people put on you matching suits, because your about to march to your demise. Your lemmings. And me, i'm your leader. I got this whole generation dangling from my fingers.
One Word Glory: i mean how true is that
One Word Glory: lol MAN!!!!
One Word Glory: lol
barisaxnick: i know right
barisaxnick: ...like pink floyds 'another brick in the wall'
One Word Glory: not familiar? lol ?
barisaxnick: didn't figure..., lol
One Word Glory: i don't listen to secular music sorry but i'll trust you.... what does it say about this?barisaxnick: its basically the same thing
One Word Glory: oh kool
barisaxnick: yup yup
One Word Glory: lol so yeah i mean just think 100 years ago they didn't have ADD ADHD HAHAHDG lol or whatever... so i think that there are some cases of these that are real but i also think it is an excuse to not discipline the child or for that child to have self-control...and think for all of life there has been homosexuality...but it has always been wrong in the minds of God and people because it is not natural but hows come it has become so rampid and blatant in this generation? you know....so if we would all just step back and look at history...we would know...but what would happen if wwe all just stepped back and looked at the Word of God? i mean seriously
barisaxnick: lol, talk about condemnation, lool
One Word Glory: lol you mean if we looked at the word of God? lol yea def.
One Word Glory: people would just feel conviction and possibly people would be getting saved like in Acts by like hundreds a day
One Word Glory: wouldn't that be amazing?!!!!

Perseverance

Things God showed me about Perseverance in James 1-3:
Testing of your faith develops perseverance...James 1:3
YOu must have perseverance to grow mature in Christ...James 1:4
Those who love God and persevere in Him recieve the crown at life...Then we can lay it at His feet because we know that the only reason we could persevere is because of Him...James 1:12
Naomi will like the point...Without persevereing and finishing the race it is like we never ran...if we persevere and finish but don't win first we still pushed through and live for eternity with the Almighty!
Love your Sister in Christ,
Liz/and whatever the person reading this calls me. (lol ;) )

God's Wisdom

Some things God showed me tonight about His Wisdom from reading James chps. 1-3:
The Lord will give me wisdom if I ask...and I should ask God for wisdom...James 1:5
Humility can come from wisdom...If you understand this at all tell me, i think i sort of get it...James 3:13
Fruits of wisdom are a good life and deeds done in humilty...James 3:13
The Wisdom of God is pure, peace-loving, considerate, submissive, full of mercy and good fruit, impartial, and sincere.
With Love from your Sister in Christ,
Cherry/Sunshine/Liz

IDK

tell yall the truth i have no idea what to type but i love yall hahaha sorry i'm tired! At some point i will put my testimony up for you all to see!